HELP WANTED

Today I rode my bike literally all day. I left my house at 1:30 pm and did not return until 9:30 pm. It was awesome.
But of course something terrible had to happen to ruin the entire day... I was on my way back home from my dad's and riding down Miller Avenue in Marion when I saw a dog get hit by a car. I almost fell off my bike. It hurt me so bad (dramatic and true). I seriously, for the first time in my life, believe in curses. Ever since I came to visit home nearly a week ago, it seems like I've been having just alright days, usually with at least one really shitty thing happening. I'm tired of it.
I thought about just staying inside the next few days I'm here, which are also the last few days I'm here. But I know I can't do that. That would be shitty in and of itself.
I do want to see people, but only certain people now - and they aren't having it. So... well, I dunno.
Although it's completely irrational - I want to become vegetarian now. I've always kinda picked on vegetarians, and not because I'm actually against vegetarianism, but because most the vegetarians I've talked to are into it because they are slaves to trends. But after seeing that dog die, I feel like it's something I need to do. The worst thing of all is: I know there is no chance in Hell I could do it. So my plan is to find another non-veg and make a bet with them; semi high stakes. Just so I can be sure to do it.
R.I.P. unknown dog on Miller Ave.