gutter mouth, rutter butt

I feel like God has almost become a back up plan for me. That's never what I intended or thought would happen in my life. So why has it happened? I think God must've just planned it that way.

looking back

at february 2009 I am hoping march brings more joy. spenser got a perm today. so far so good.

let her cry

as weird as it is ive been listening to a lot of hootie and the blowfish. let her cry is moving. 

not to sound dramatic but i think im depressed. i just found out my dog has been dead for a week through a voicemail from my sister. 

my mom is on vacation.

fuck my life.

pray for me.

Your children want to be free!

What an insanely average day.

Academic probation meeting in 7 hours. I thought about skipping it but that would just make me look like even more of a low life than I actually am. I'll go. 

I've been feeling presidential. Like a man on fire.

New eyes. New sights. New lights. New life. 

All my bearded friends ride their bikes even when it's cold outside. They don't give a shit. They'll go home. Get stoned.

I'm not going to last in college. Though I did recently have an idea that may just help me a little.

eating cigs

nicotine. fashion queen. one is soon. one is seen.

double diamond. empire envy. ink evolving. spun me. spin me.

human excellence

...speaking of, my history professor said, "The unexamined life is not worth living." just as we were leaving her class today. It was like one of those things you see in movies where there are crazy teachers yelling inspirational metaphors at you while you leave, as if to give you something to chew on while you go do something else. I have no idea what her's meant or who originally said it, but it sounds like it would mean something pretty significant to someone. Then she said, "Human excellence!" just as I was a few feet out of the room. I thought it was something worth writing down so I'll remember it.